So I just got home from Beks. Again. I literally was her house every night this week.
Every night.
And tonight, I was really ready to come home, mainly just to come home to get to bed before it got too late, because once again, I am working on Saturday. *sigh* *poor me* *poor, poor me* *pour me another*
Anywho, but when I got in the car, this overwhelming sense of loneliness came over me. The yahoos are staying the night because of work and I guess I just don't feel like being alone. I hate this because I normally love and relish in solitude, but not this week. Not when you have a broken heart.
I immediately thought to myself: oh, I should have stayed. But then I would just be even more tireder than I already am (liken' the word tireder, btw). *sigh*
At least I have people. At least I have my kids, my girlz, my family, and all of my other friends. Everyone has been really great, too. And just when I start to think: ok, this is getting easier, then I start to feel lonely again. Having *someone* is just very special, and losing that is hard.
No matter how independent you are, losing someone is hard. Especially when you are so hopeful about that person. *sigh*
Ok, enough pity potting for me, I'm going to bed. Work comes early...
Friday, April 23, 2010
Lonely Nights (Zaad, obviously)
Posted by DM at 6:16 PM
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Remember something in these lonely moments. The woman who does so well in her job, the mother, the friend and sister, daughter and...all those things that become you. No one made you exel in those things. Sure at times life gets lonely, but look at that list. Let your heart revel for that and treat it kindly in light of all that.
I know you probably don't want to hear this - better sooner than later and discover another bad marriage or relationship. These wounds heal faster than the older, drawn out ones.
When it's meant to last and there will be that "one", he won't be able to bare knowing your hurting. You're in my thoughts sweet friend. (Hugs)Indigo
Just remember to flush when you done...and new rules, lift the seat before you leave.
This from a man who profile pic looks like he's peeing.
Anyways, thank you Indigo. You are right and I totally appreciate the love and support.
Well I guess that's what I look like when I am flexing...or maybe I am peeing on my keyboard, enough piss does come out of it.
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