Create a Monster? (Bex)

Alrighty girlz... I sat down and noticed that nobody had written anything since Monday... and well myself I have a few reasons...

Last weekend I finished with finals from a Horrible semester of law school. my schedule was ugly, I wasn't that much into the material... (I mean really who could like Secured Transactions... ok, maybe Zaad would have enjoyed it... but not me) and then I had to dye Lu's hair for her vacation and then Monday Lu wrote how I created a monster...

And I have been giving that post a lot of thought... I admit I have put my influence on to everyone of my girlz... including the little ones... I believe in that Girls are girls and Boys are boys and we have our places in live. Don't get me wrong... I CAN do anything... WHEN and IF I WANT to. (Ok, I'm not saying there is a better sex out there, or anything, nor do I NEED a man... I am independent...) But, I like to feel like we have our places (and I don't necessarily mean mine in the kitchen and his on the couch...) I want to be a GIRL, I enjoy and relish in being a FEMALE. And I love "my girls", I like to dress like a girl, do my hair, paint my toenails and look pretty. And it is amazing as woman how much little things can do to boost your mood... I live by a motto... LOOK GOOD, FEEL GOOD...

Anyways... my little explanations leads me to this... yes, I have influenced some important people in my life. But what I want to say... Make sure you look in the mirror and you can live with yourself. The influence is just that, an influence, an opinion, a suggestion... Any real life decisions or reactions to actions are all our own. I don't know how to keep my mouth shut when someone wears an ugly hat to my house, or wear flip-flops and don't paint their toenails... And I don't know that anyone of you want me to change that...

So, as much as this is as I will take some blame... we are all grown-ups and can and do make decisions for ourselves... If: no, I didn't "create a monster", I opened a door and the monster choose to come through the door... it was because she was hiding and choose to come out.... Be careful... Remember who you are always on the inside and don't lose that person we have always loved!!!!