Ok, so honestly, Bex is going through more shit than me right now, and I get that, but dude, seriously, BOYS SUCK. And due to our very real and very frequent history of *sympathy feelings*, this could all, indeed, be HER fault.
[Don't even get me started on the other day when my bladder actually hurt and I had a spot of BLOOD in my urine at the EXACT moment when she was getting a CAT scan on her bladder done and she literally thought she peed her pants. STOP messing with my wa (or my vagina), Bex! It's really weird.]
So it's possibly due to the fact that her and Jeff are fighting that I feel like this. However, right now, I feel like BOYS SUCK. JD is great and all, and perhaps maybe he's right and I'm not all that great, but at least I know my faults and fucking apologize if and when I EVER even THINK I may have hurt his feelings. Why are guys so different? Why is saying you're sorry either 1. unheard of or 2. even difficult at all??
If you're a douche, than you get to apologize. If you don't want to EVER be wrong, you're on a hard, tight line that you will fall off of. Because I know ONE thing for absolute certain, I will NOT be starting any relationship whatsoever with double standards of any kind. Period. That's the God's honest truth. I have learned that you teach people how to treat you and if you accept certain behaviors and double standards in the beginning, than you'd better be ready for it for the long haul.
OBVIOUSLY the honeymoon is over. Whether JD wants to be a part of my life is entirely up to him right now. Currently, I think he is so prideful and so into *me* being the one to say I'm sorry, that he JUST MAY be stubborn enough to shoot himself in the foot with this one.
And for something so stupid, really. But, in this instance, it really is the principle of the matter and I'd rather be alone than feel like I'm settling for double standards.
Your turn, Bex.
Just sayin'.
Friday, October 7, 2011
Dude. Boys Suck. (Zaad)
Posted by DM at 8:11 PM
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If I get the back story right he said in one way or another that "you're not so great"
The question is what did he mean by that?
As a cook?
As a driver?
or as a person?
The first two or anything like them let it go because that's true according to your own writing.
The third one OH HELL NO--that shit don't fly and even with some major ass kissing on his part how is he ever going to prove to you he THINKS differently?
And that is where it matters not the actions here but the thoughts... isn't this (and I don't know all of it but isn't this what you kind of went through with dh?)
Years of thinking like this builds a two way street of resentment and why do you you, why would you, go through that again.
Look kiddo you do have an ego as big as at least Kentucky, but you are entitled to be proud of all you have accomplished since I started reading your goofy ass self (no I am not apologizing for calling you goofy)
Men can and do apologize, men do it. MEN do it. Either that or I am just a wimp when I know I am in the wrong.
I would say right now ball is in your court now I have to go to the other place and read what you wrote there.
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