I have thought about the whole situation non-stop. There are so many feelings and emotions and I do not know where to even begin. Remorse....well that is something there is a lot of. Hindsight is always 20/20 and there are so many things I wish I would have done differently. I love the Girlz, they mean more to me than words can ever express. I have not posted or talked about any of this for what I thought was the right reason, but unfortunately I did not see that it could be taken that I don't feel remorse or that I do not care about how everybody else is feeling because I do. Losing the Girlz is the scariest thing in life for me, hurting any of them or putting them in the middle was never my intension and I am truly, truly sorry.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
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You did know....Thats why you HID it from me and lied to me to me face when I asked you directly!
*sigh*
:(
Double Sigh....
I think y'all need to grow up!!
Dear Anonymous...
There is only one person who needs to grow up and that is you. You obviously do NOT understand the inter-workings of relationships (all kinds, including friendships). Either know what you are talking about... Or but out.
Sincerely,
Bex
(yes, I sign my name to my writings, I am not ashamed nor do I feel the need to hide what I am saying or who I am saying it to.)
Oh my dear Girlz, my heart aches for all of you. We have just returned from the very southern most tip of the Everglades where we had to drive 50mi just to get a phone signal, so we have been out of touch with everything. I was hoping that when we got back things would have been worked out between you, but I guess not.
I didn't know exctly what the problem was, but hoped that I could find some wisdom from a Higher Source, so I went into that Sacred Place. The 1st thing I saw was small golden shovels that were given to each of you to help you search your soul for answers and spiritual growth. (I usually see things in symbols). And then I saw what the problem really is and my heart got heavier. (Sorry Lu, I didn'n mean to snoop)
But I didn't come to this sacred place to judge, but for wisdom, so I asked again for help.
The next thing I saw was a roller coster named emotion. Lu, Zaad and Tink were on It. Bex was on the Ferris wheel, with Jeff sitting next to her. Every time the ride slowed down and you thought you could get off it sped up again.
I have always taught my children that every action has a reaction, and we have to be responsible for everry action we take. Lu knows this and is now suffering for her actions. But there are so many different types of actions. There are those that are revengeful and full of anger, many that are spontaneous, and then those that are emotional. The emotional ones have no logic, and we're very often sorry for them later.
"There but by the Grace of God go I" We have all done stupid things. Things that later we wonder what ever possessed us, and we wish we could take them back, but we can't take back what is already done. We can only hope that we can learn and grow from the experience. We have ALL been there. When this happened to you was your action "mean"or "spontaneous" ,
without thinking.
Zaad always says "Just sayin----
ShaMom says "Just prayin-----
Hey ShaMom....
Bump says..."Just stayin' away"
The four of them are adults. It is my understanding there have been conversations of reconciliation. Folks our age (40 ish), know that life is short. Like the commercial says, "Life is short, eat better Pizza" or whatever.
Like you, I enjoy these female humans. I look at it this way, better for them to have the drama instead of me. I'm too old for the drama. You?
When you get back to this part of the country, we should get together at Bex for a kool-aid or two.....
Love you're writing....the girlz should give us access....
Bump
Hi Bump - so good to hear from you. I have an idea, maybe we should start our own site, we could call it just "40 ish wisdom." I also think a BBQ is called for.
just prayin----ShaMom
I hear there's a huge party at Bex on August 7th. You're invited.
Bump
As my mother-in-law always used to say "Good Lord willin and the creek don't rise" We'll be there!!!
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